MYNA

THERE SIT’S A TINY LITTLE MYNA CHIRPING HER HEART OUT.

WHAT FOR?

KEEPS ON TURNING HER HEAD TO AND FRO, BENDING FORWARD AND BACKWARD TRYING TO SNUGGLE INTO

HER OWN FEATHERS.

WHAT FOR?

SHE FLEW FROM PILLAR TO POST, TRYING TO CONVEY SOME MESSAGE.

WHAT FOR?

KNOWING THAT IT IS OF NO USE, SHE FLEW AWAY.

BECAUSE HUMANKIND WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND HER.

THEY HAD LOST THEIR HUMANITY.

THEY HAD LOST THEIR ABILITY TO SEE AND PERCEIVE SIMPLE THINGS INNOCENTLY.

EVEN A LOVELY LITTLE PRIM ROSE NEED TO BE DISSECTED, FOR ITS AGE OLD EXISTENCE, WHICH DOES NOT

COMMENSURATE WITH ITS FRESH IDEAS AND IDEALOGIES.

ONCE AGAIN THE MYNA CAME BACK TO HAVE A REVIEW, ONLY TO BE BRANDED AS ABNORMAL.

FOR THE SIMPLE REASON, SHE IS A BIRD, A BEING OF FREEDOM.

BUT A BIRD’S PLACE IS HER NEST.

YET, SHE HAD CHOSEN THE CLOUDS TO BE HER DWELLING POT HOLE.

WENT ALL OUT TO MAKE IT HER HOME.

SHE DID WIN IN FINDING HER DREAM NICHE, ONLY TO BE SHATTERED BY THE AUDACITY OF KNOWLEDGE, THAT CLOUDS

CANNOT HOME A BIRD!

CLOUDS ARE MEANT TO BE THE MENTORS OF THE TINY SWEETLY SALTENED DROPLETS OF STRICT REGIMENTAL

KNOWN THEORIES AND FACTS.

FOR, KNOWLEDGE BELIEVES INNOCENCE TO BE INSANE.

FOR, KNOWLEDGE BELIEVES FRANKNESS TO BE DEPRESSION.

FOR KNOWLEDGE BELIEVES CREATIVE UNDERSTANDING TO BE HALLUCINATION.

FOR KNOWLEDGE BELIEVES JOYFUL EMANCIPATIED BUBBLINESS TO BE NAÏVE IMMATURITY.

IS IT SO?

THE SPECULATIONS OF SO CALLED ALL KNOWING AND ALL PROVEN ANTIDOTES WITH THE LOGICAL MIND UNWILLING

TO ACCEPT THE FACTUAL FACT THAT EVEN ALL THOSE THEORETICAL PROOFS PROMPTED BY SOMETHING DEEP WITHIN,

SOMEWHERE AT DEEPER SUB-CONSCIOUS LEVEL.
THE MYNA TRIES TO SPREAD HER WINGS, NOT TO BE CAGED ANYMORE BY THE FAÇADE AND THE HYPOCRISY OF BOTH

KNOWLEDGE AND IGNORANCE.

TO HER UTTER DIS-HEARTENMENT, REALISE THAT ALREADY SHE IS CRIPPLED, HER WINGS TORN, HER FEATHERS FRAGILE

UNABLE TO ACTIVATE THE STIFFENING MUSCLES, CONTRACTING EVERY MOVEMENT.

PAIN GRIPPING THE ORGANS AFTER EVERY NORMAL BIRDIE POSTURE.

TO HER DISMAY, SHE RECOLLECTS THAT SHE HAS BEEN IN PAIN FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS.

WITHOUT COMPLAINING, SHE WENT ABOUT HER DAILY CHORES, MAKING IT EASY FOR HER OWN MUSCLES WITH HER SO

CALLED SILLY, IMMATURE BUBBLY SENSE OF HUMOUR.

ALL ALONG SHE HAD MADE A MISTAKE OF ACCEPTING HER STATE OF AFFAIRS.

WOULD NOT FIGHT FOR THE SIMPLE REASON, SHE BREATHED FOR EVERYBODY ELSE.

SHE EXISTED TO ENABLE OTHERS EXISTENCE COMFORTABLE AND COSY.

SHE VIBRATED TO LIGHTEN UP AND LIFT UP THE SPIRITS OF HER OWN DEAR AND NEAR ONES.

EVERY TIME SHE VISITED THE CLOUDS, IT WAS TO PERFORM A GRAHAPRAVESAM OF ITS KIND.

YES! EVERY TIME SHE SPREAD HER WINGS, SHE COULD CREATE A CONSTRUCTIVE LOKA - A DIMENSION AND NOT JUST

A HOME FOR SOMEBODY OR THE OTHER, FOR THEM TO BREEZE AROUND.

TO MAKE THEM UNDERSTAND THAT MAN IS ON A TOURIST VISA TO THE EARTH PLANE.

AND NATURE HAS TRUSTINGLY ENTRUSTED THE NATURE FORMING “A TRUST “, THAT HE CAN ENJOY THE FACILITIES

AVAILABLE, BUT DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DISTURB OR MISUSE.

VERY CLEVERLY MAN HAS DISSOLVED THE “TRUST” THINKING THAT HE IS BEING SMARTER, DESTROYING THE FLORA

AND FAUNA, CONCRETING HER AND MAKING HER BREATHLESS.

HOW LONG CAN SHE GO THROUGH THIS SUFFOCATION?

NOW, IT IS ME.

INSPITE OF UNADULTERATED MIND, ENGULFED BY THE ATTRIBUTES OF EMPATHY, SYMPATHY AND COMPASSION FOR

FELLOW (HU)MANKIND, MADE MYSELF VULNERABLE TO GET VICTIMISED BY S L E.

SYSTEMIC LUPUS ERYTHEMATUS.


THE PRESENT SITUATION IS JUST AN ALARM BELL.

IF I CAN FIND A NICHE FOR OTHERS IN THE SKY, THEN WHAT IS STOPPING ME FROM FINDING MY OWN STRENGTH BACK?

FINALLY THE CRIPPLED MYNA NAVIGATED BY HER BIRDIE INTUITION PROCEEDS TOWARDS

SILENCE AND ANONYMITY.

NOT TO LICK HER WOUNDS IN PRIVATE, BUT TO BOUNCE BACK TO LIFE, NOT AS A TINY LITTLE VULNERABLE MYNA,

BUT AS A HUGE RAJALI.

TO VIBRATE AND RADITE NOT ONLY LOVE, PEACE AND JOY.

BUT ALSO STRENGTH, HEALTH AND DETERMINATION.

MOTHER

WHEN MY CHILDREN WERE SMALL AND COULD NOT EAT, I FED THEM FOOD.

WHEN THEY WERE A LITTLE BIGGER AND ATE HALF THE FOOD AND SPILLED THE OTHER HALF, I ALLOWED THEM TO DO SO.

IF I WERE TO KEEP FEEDING THEM TILL THEY WERE 7 OR 8 YEARS OLD, THEN I WAS THE ONE WHO DID NOT ALLOW THEM TO LEARN HOW TO EAT.

SLOWLY WHEN THEY GREW UP, I ALLOWED THEM TO MAKE THEIR CHOICE OF CLOTHES.

THEY CHOSE, BUT I DID HELP THEM TO RECHOOSE TOO.

THEY CHOSE TO GO TO A BOARDING SCHOOL.

I STOOD BY THEIR CHOICE, BUT AT THAT TIME I HAD MY OWN EMOTIONAL BONDING WITH THEM.

NOW AT 19 AND 17 YEARS OF AGE, THEY MAKE MOST OF THEIR CHOICES.

I AM JUST THEIR GUIDE.

IF I START MAKING THEIR CHOICES FOR THEM, THEN I WILL NOT ALLOW THEM TO LIVE THEIR LIFE.

THEY ARE HERE ON THIS EARTH PLANE TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND LIFE.

I HAVE NEVER BEEN A WALL AGAINST WHATEVER THEY DECIDED.

I JUST HELD THEIR HANDS.

IF THEY MAKE MISTAKES, I DO NOT BANISH THEM FROM ME.

I KNOW PRETTY WELL THAT THEY HAVE TO UNDERSTAND LIFE.

IT IS BETTER THAT I ALLOW THEM TO WALK THEIR PATH OF LIFE, THAN MAKE CHOICES FOR THEM.

IT WILL NOT HELP EITHER OF US AT ALL.

IF I DO NOT GIVE THEM FREDOM TO MAKE THEIR OWN CHOICES, THEN ALL OF US ARE GOING TO BE ZOMBIES IN EACH OTHERS HANDS.
WELL, THAT DOES NOT MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL. IT DOES NOT JUSTIFY LIFE.

I HAVE OFTEN HEARD PEOPLE COMMENTING ABOUT ME AS TO BE GIVING MY CHILDREN TOO MUCH OF FREEDOM AND SPOILING THEM.

BUT I KNOW THAT IT MAKES A LOT OF SENSE WHICH GOES RIGHT INTO THEIR SYSTEM.

MAYBE, ALL THIS DOES NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO ANYONE AT ALL.

BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, I FEEL THAT EVERYTHING IS PERFECT.

SYMBOLS

DEAR SHIVA PLEASE GUIDE US REGARDING SYMBOLS.

LET US FIRST CREATE AN ATMOSPHERE TO KNOW SOMETHING WHICH IS AN OUTCOME

OF SYMBOLS.

BY NOW WE HAVE UNDERSTOOD ONE THING. THAT THE CREATOR - THE CREATED IS ALL PART

OF THIS PRABHANJAM. THAT IS, IT IS ONE AND THE SAME. FIRST THING IS, REMEMBRANCE

PLAYS A VERY IMPORTANT ROLE IN THIS UNDERSTANDING .

THERE ARE BEINGS WHO ARE IN A STATE OF TOTAL FORGETFULNESS , AND THERE ARE BEINGS

ON THE OTHER HAND WHO ARE IN A STATE OF TOTAL REMEMBRANCE .

NOW TO CREATE SYMBOLS OR IN OTHER WORDS TO BECOME A SYMBOL, ONE HAS TO BE IN

A STATE OF TOTAL REMEMBRANCE .

THERE ARE THESE BEINGS WHO ARE IN A STATE OF TOTAL REMEMBRANCE IN ALL THEIR

BIRTHS . WITH EACH BIRTH THEY KEEP EVOLVING AND EVOLVING,THUS ENHANCING FIRST THEIR

OWN SELVES. BECAUSE THEY REMEMBER THAT THEY ARE THE CREATORS AND THE CREATED .

IT IS JUST THE CONSOLIDATED ENERGIES OF THESE HIGHER BEINGS WHICH COMES TO

BE KNOWN AS SYMBOLS .

THROUGH YUGAS THESE SYMBOLS HAVE BEEN USED TO HEAL PEOPLE, SITUATIONS,

THE ATMOSPHERE AND ANYTHING .

IN OUR DAY TO DAY LIFE WE HAVE BEEN USING THESE SYMBOLS. IN THE SOUTH OF

INDIA KOLAMS, RANGOLIS ARE MADE OUTSIDE THE HOUSES. THE VERY COMMONLY

USED SYMBOL IS THE STAR. HERE THE TWO PYRAMIDS ONE INSIDE THE OTHER. IT IS ONLY

THAT THESE DAYS WE USE THEM WITHOUT OUR KNOWLEDGE EVERYDAY .

THE SRICHAKRA IS ANOTHER ENTITY WHICH IS HUGELY USED TO ENHANCE OUR LIVING .

IT IS JUST THAT WHEN THESE HIGHER BEINGS BECOME ONE ENTITY TO ENHANCE THE

ATMOSPHERE OF ANY PLANE, NOT JUST THE EARTHPLANE, THEN THEIR EGERGIES

ARE CONSOLIDATED TO FORM VARIOUS SYMBOLS .

THE ONLY SITUATION IS THAT UNTIL NOW THESE ENERGIES HAVE BEEN MISUSED HERE

ON OUR PLANE BY THE PEOPLE HERE. TO TAKE AWAY FROM ONE ANOTHER .

THESE SYMBOLS ARE NOBODY'S PROPERTY. THEY ARE HERE ONLY TO ENHANCE THE

CREATION AND THE CREATED.

HERE NOW : SHANKARA HAS ENHANCED THESE SYMBOLS FOR THE RECTIFICATION

OF THE EARTHPLANE ONLY FOR THE ENHANCEMENT OF THE CREATOR AND

THE CREATED .


HERE NOW : ANY SYMBOL USED BY ANY SELF FOR THE HIGHEST PURPOSE TO HEAL

SOMEONE OR A SITUATION CAN BE REQUESTED OF HIM AND IS GRANTED.

BUT REMEMBER ONLY FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD .